"this really takes me back..."

[goes BOOM]

2008-11-20T01:46:10Z

no, this isn't me switching accounts--this new account that i'm creating is going to be used ONLY for uploading graphics such as icons, sigs, FSTs and possibly banners and fanfiction if i have the time. i may or may not take requests from people, but we'll see how it goes. ♥

so! here is the new account that i'm putting together: heart_obtained

currently the journal is under construction, but in the near future--hopefully before christmas--i'll have something up for saving. \o/ w00t

hey, you. YEAH you.

2008-11-13T17:17:33Z

uhm. i may switch accounts sooner or later if i have the time. i don't know. i just feel the need to change my username. [this is another thing that i don't like about livejournal: IT DOESN'T GIVE ME THE OPTION TO CHANGE MY IDENTITY :|]

so if i do change my account, i'll post the name so friends can re-add me, i suppose. hm.

also: is it a bad thing that i find world war I hysterical? there are just so many things to laugh at.

this is why i don't play wii... D:

2008-11-08T06:11:29Z

uhm...

my mother gave me a wii for my birthday last year. it was shiny and full of wonder, and today it's still pretty magically delicious.

i kept hearing these stories about teenagers who would fling the remote controls at their TV sets and break the screen, or somehow raise their arms so high that their hands would get caught in the ceiling fan AS IT WAS ROTATING...resulting in a broken finger or...two.

SO. i have not played the wii in at least five months, not because of the stupid stories, but because i've been a busy, busy student. yes, i've been counting the months. :|

[i'm just OCD that way...]

but TODAY! my little sister comes up to me after i come home and says that she really, really wants to play the wii. so i agree and we play for roughly one hour. after that hour, we play wii sports...after she played bowling, she had me play tennis...

i failed to beat the other team 5 TIMES. i was sucked into this moment! i had to beat the jackass on the other team!

...of course, since i haven't played this in a long time and because by nature i am a crazy woman when i lose, i succeed in FORGETTING THAT THERE ARE PEOPLE AROUND ME AS I SWING THE REMOTE, and strike my little sister on the cheek SO HARD that she starts to cry.

OTL;;;; i--i feel so...i feel like such a bum. by this time tomorrow, she will have a little bruise...and i have the strangest feeling that i have given her wii-phobia.

hopefully not. she's a trooper and i love her--BUT STILL.

OTL OTL OTL;;; WHY? BAD SISTER. BAD SISTER.

viva la musica! [STICKY]

2008-10-29T06:08:04Z

here be the list of all the fanmixes i'm hopin' to create for your downloading pleasure. ♥

♥=complete compilations
*=in progress

so here's the list so far with all the titles pending:

Axel/Roxas:
"PlayList" ♥
"Lollipop" *
"Blondie" [axel to roxas]
"Screwed Me Over" [roxas to axel]

Axel/Larxene:
"Bitch"

Axel:
"If I'm Dyin', I'm Lyin'"
"Bad Boy" *

Namine:
"Innocence" *

Axel/Namine:
"Everything"
"My Door's Open"

Organization XIII:
"XIII"

L
Light
Cloud
The Turks

stay tuned, loves. ♥

i have had enough

2008-10-22T01:55:02Z

i've had enough of crying, of sitting in the hallway, sneaking into that gosh-forsaken room and seeing the looks on my friends' faces.

i am sick of hearing rumors and ridiculous blathering from the underclassmen who didn't even give a rat's ASS about him. right now, all i want is to leave school campus for a few days and try to find some solace. i am angry, but i would much rather not be.

sometimes i think how bad an idea it was to accept going into that room. if i hadn't i wouldn't have gotten so close to him. but if i hadn't, i wouldn't have so many amazing girl friends to love. this is awful. i hate to see us all so broken, broken, broken.

girls, please take care of yourselves. i love you all with all my heart and under no circumstances will we be brought down by this horrible, terrible news. if i could, i would most certainly wipe this happening out of history...

but this is just the way fate works.

hearing all this new information about his absence is certainly not relieving. i am anxious and more than anything disappointed. what exactly are boundaries at my school now? no counselor can explain that well enough.

wall-e?

2008-06-29T06:17:39Z

well, not much to say about the movie "wall-e." i watched it today with a couple of friends, and, uhm...the place was infested with adults who find stupid humor hysterical. you know. the kind of person that finds joy in watching a guy getting whacked with a frying pan. there were multiple clones of this type of person sitting in every-seat-of-that-theater.

and children. ay-yi. there were only about 12 children in the whole room ranging from 2 to 5 years old, and each time something would happen in the movie that was "traumatizing", they'd either cry or whisper to the guy next to them and ask about what the hell was going on. >_>

alright. every single time i've watched a movie in theaters now, there's ALWAYS noise to be made. if not noise, a bright light of a cell phone. if not either, two rowdy teenage girls who won't shut up about what the heck "pretentious" means and who won't stop taking pictures of themselves in the back seats with the flash on.

ugh...

anyway.

wall-e. it's alright. i give it 10 for graphics and, hm, 6 for plot. it's unique, but...pretty shallow. most of the time i was either gawking at the SHEER BEAUTY of the animation, or saying "aww" when the robots would do something kitten/puppy-ish. is...is that bad? :O

so, apparently, the world will fill to the brim with garbage to the point where we'll have to escape to the mysterious confines of space in a huge starship (which looks dangerously similar to the starship enterprise...). and the weird thing is that this ship only holds AMERICANS. not once did i find someone of a different background in that ship. >_> so, what, one ginormous ship not big enough for europe? come on...

and since humans have relied on technology to take care of them on this ship, they've all become morbidly obese over the course of 700 years. they all look like seals when they trip and roll over. makes me wish that apple would stop production right here right now.

and the robot ROMANCE. i honestly thought that wall-e and this one female robot were going to have babies by the end credits. is...is that even possible? sure, disney can pull that off, right? a majority of their movies have love followed by birthin' babies, don't they? disney's made a mermaid grow legs, a lion speak and even a swashbuckling PIRATE drink rum and try to kill the undead all while plastered out of his skull! why NOT have robot babies??

i just wish that there was more of a moral to this than "humans must take better care of the environment." >_> take care of it? save the earth and all that? can we honestly stand up and say that we must save the environment? or what? we'll become morbidly obese? i'm betting more than 80% of this earth is filled with overweight people, so what's a little "earth saving" gonna do? make us more obese? what's the next level after "morbidly"?

waste? we send waste down the toilet every day! define waste, environmentalists.

we're all gonna end up dying anyway, so what's a little trash, huh? i suppose all wall-e was supposed to teach us was that we're all gonna end up dying.

only a company like disney would be able to sugar coat that with a cute little robot with his pet cockroach. there's more violence to disney than we know

...madness, i tell you.

OH...MY FUCKING, GOD. STFU [a CAPS worthy rant]

2008-06-11T08:43:39Z

i fucking despise some users on khinsider.com's forums. really. they all make me want to shoot myself in the foot, in the major artery in the leg, in the brain and in the next door neighbor's cat.

it's that bad.

for one, they're all so fucking CONDESCENDING. COULD THEY BE ANY MORE CONDESCENDING?

poor, helpless kids ask questions and all these users do is trap them in a corner and call them n00bs. kids post their theories and said users once again pelt them with unnecessary SHIT.

look, ok, look. you're all beginning to get on my FUCKING-LAST-NERVE. STOP IT. YOU CALL YOURSELVES SMART AND PUT ON SOME ACT.

take this one for example:

Originally Posted by me:
"and, before anyone skips ahead and brings this up...

riku is NOT his somebody.

1) riku was never turned into a heartless, therefore would have no nobody
2) if riku and axel were close to meeting in COM, they would have joined into one person
3) the absence of name relation; the 'X' rule only applies to members in the organization, so don't bother bringing up "but what about namine and kairi???" that's just nonsense

in other news:
no. it has not been confirmed in the novel that his original will be back, nor has his real name been confirmed. we can only wait."

in response to what i had posted, asshole replies:
"When you talk like that, you sound like a noob who is trying to sound important by using "It has beenconfirmed/it hasn't been confirmed..." Deep breath..........NOMURA HAS STATED THAT AXEL'S REAL NAME IS ALE, RENO'S FAVORITE DRINK BECAUSE AXEL'S CHARACTER IS BASED OFF OF RENO! Pant, pant.....yes you are a noob

Then get a life, nerd........ :D"

>_> GRRRRAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

oh, oh, you can BET that i shot back with attitude. look, i'm not even gonna let this get to my head too much. he's obviously a douche bag you needs to get laid. big time. you have GOT to be kidding me with this whole "NOMURA HAS STATED THAT AXEL'S REAL NAME IS ALE, RENO'S FAVORITE DRINK BECAUSE AXEL'S CHARACTER IS BASED OFF OF RENO" shit. W-T-F. NO. NO. NO.

FUCKING...-incoherent grumbling- -_-'

reno, reno, RENO?

2008-05-14T02:14:50Z

oy! what's up with me and reno lately, yo? lookit me. using his catchphrase. hm. so maybe it's not his. anyone can use it without knowing who in the blazes reno is.

but i digress.

listen, listen. i've been having a craving for GOOD reno-centric fics lately, and that led me to one on fanfiction.net titled "My Happily Ever After". alright, yes. it includes mpreg and out of the blue sex, but it makes sense! i was shocked to discover that! the author was able to incorporate MIDGAR and MAKO and SHINRA and ACTUAL FINAL FANTASY-NESS, all while adding a twisted up love story filled with soap-opera flashbacks. i admit that i read stories like that. heck, i happen to write them. and at least the characters are IC a majority of the time. it does rather grind my gears when she makes cloud say "baby", and reno say "kitten". the use of aibou in a certain part was uncalled for. the occasional typo and the occasional tifa-bash (alright, maybe A LOT of tifa-bash)...but i've grown to ease myself about those...at least i try to.

i've discovered that i can learn quite a bit of information about the final fantasy series through this. hm. no. i've never played the final fantasy games. not one. but i'm considering picking up the new one due to come out, oh, let's say within the next 12 years?

square enix happens to have a gift at pissing off the public.